Friday, December 19, 2008

First Post

Hey Everyone,

So I have to admit that I don't really know what I'm doing with this, but sometimes I just feel like I need someone to talk to and there isn't anyone there. Soo I thought I'd try talking to the random people on the internet that feel like reading this...which is hopefully someone.
Anyway, I guess I should tell you a bit about me. I'm a 21 girl and a college student. A math major actually. I only have one semester left. I can't decide if I want to graduate or not...but that's a story for another time.
Have you ever felt like sometimes you spend so much time taking care of other people that you end up neglecting yourself. I do. My boyfriend is really depressed and not at all motivated to get anything done. He's in college too. I spend so much time trying to get him to do his work and trying to make sure he isn't cutting himself or anything that I barely have time to get my own work done. Of course, I actually do get my work done, before he does anyway. As hard as I try, I think I need to realize that he never really listens to me. Although he gets a bit more done when I try than when I don't. I can't decide whether its better to help him or not. That probably makes me sound like a terrible person, but that's how it is.
Oh well, if anyone actually reads this, thanks for listening.

-Me